Ok, I’ve got it. I can do arrivals and departures, and I know what a ‘relationship’ is. Armed with this invaluable knowledge, it occurs to me that maybe it’s time to have a bit of fun; I decide to try Speed Dating.
The idea is deceptively simple, and (assuming you manage your expectations) is actually quite enjoyable. Bearing in mind that a good time in our family consists of a tour round wonders such as the Telford Piston and Steam Traction Museum, speed dating rocks. (Gosh! A 42 valve 3mm diameter double plated swash piston” shouts my dad “Oooh darling, that’s marvellous” trills my mother. “Oh look, a blunt instrument perfect for bashing one’s brains out for some light entertainment” I grimace). So in comparison, Speed Dating is a walk in the park. 20 men. 20 women. 3-minute conversations. Alcohol on demand. What could possibly go wrong?
And on this particular evening, it’s all very pleasant, with lots of nice men and friendly chat, but fairly unproductive in an “excuse me, but are you my husband?” kind of way. And at the end of a very long evening, I sit down across Excuse-Me-But- Are-You-My Husband No 20, and we settle down to a nice chat about his job. And it turns out that he’s a Biotechnician or something. An Intellectual Husband! This is a thought which has never occurred to me. If I’m quick enough I’ll bag him before he realises I’m more Donkey than Scrabble. Not so much Marie Curie as Mariah Carey. Must throw in some deceptively long words.
So, whilst perfunctorily executing multifarious lexicon, I drag him to the pub next door, where there is a major post-speed-dating party kicking off. As we walk in, the crazy drunk Irish girl who I’d met earlier on in the evening is lining up tequila slammers along the bar, and, with her gaze firmly on my husbands’ really rather attractive and very unreliable mate, is knocking them back one by one. I smell a good night unfolding, but note to self: mustn’t get too drunk, mustn’t start having too much fun, and definitely must not lose purpose of evening. Just one Tequila Slammer with Irish NBF for Dutch courage and female solidarity. Meanwhile I put my thoughts out to the Universe, and send up thanks, in advance, for my lovely sensible reliable husband. Yummy Tequila Slammers. Just one more, and then I’ll definitely focus. On husbands and dishwashers and pensions and everything……
……And so down to business. Perusing how to move my marriage forward, I decide to aim for the route of Domestic Goddess in answer to his Intellectual Prowess. I can blag it for an evening – tomorrow’s a new day. So I casually mention the weekly organic veg box, and, in order to start a light yet significant conversation, I inform him of this weeks’ pumpkin recipe. Except this cosy and domestic conversation on vegetable utilisation doesn’t go quite as planned and too late! I can see a filthy twinkle in his eye.
Oh god help me, I’m old enough to know better, but filthy twinkles have always made me giggle, with or without tequila, and so slurping away on my lime quarters, I happily eschew all those lovely respectable young(ish) men who might actually be offering me a lifetime of happiness filled with garden furniture and cleaning products. Instead, I turn sharply to the divorced father-of-two who, it turns out, does a fine line in sexual deviations.
To be fair, a large part of our conversation is respectability itself. We discuss music, politics and media. We discuss his children, his ex-wife (“she was just too boring” You don’t say?!!) He comes across as a lovely respectable man – It’s just he also has a penchant for slightly more outlandish tastes.
Now, I can’t go into too much detail for obvious reasons, but whilst propped up against the bar, and in response to his increasing fervour, I seem to spend the evening careering from outraged “I am not doing that, I’m a nice girl from Worthing” to an entirely reasonable “I’m terribly sorry, but I bruise really easily” to a slightly puzzled “Er…are you sure that’s physically possible?”
Oh yes, the evening is getting more and more bizarre by the second. Time is ticking on, Speedsters are hitting the dance floor, (or have disappeared in twos, last seen heading towards the taxi rank) and to add to the evening, my Crazy Irish NBF who has been stuck to her Unreliable Husband’s face for the last two hours has returned. In a somewhat frail state of mind, she decides it’s time I know her full life story. From the tragic demise of Mr Boogles the hamster, through to her brother’s on-going drug problems, we pretty much cover her whole history. In glorious painstaking detail.
This is not quite how the evening was supposed to go; in one ear I have a strange Irish lady weeping on my shoulder about the injustices of life (“get a grip lady and pass the tequila”) and in the other, my Pervert Husband is still busily informing me of his interests and hobbies, and light aircraft it ain’t. (“well, I’m very flattered, of course I am, I’m just a bit squeamish”)
Eventually, Crazy Irish Lady draws breath long enough for her Unreliable Husband to jump in – taking full advantage of her somewhat exhausted and vulnerable state, he sweeps her off towards the door, and they are last seen heading towards the taxi rank……
Which just leaves me, and my Dirty Pervert Husband. As the cold fingers of dawn slink across the bereft, hapless bar, I can see Dirty Husband frantically looking for the nearest exit. What’s the point of a wife who doesn’t do what she’s told? Who isn’t open to a bit of ‘adventure’ and ‘self-discovery’? A wife who when propositioned with a bit of S&M, can only think of the pre-Christmas sale in a certain ladies high-street retailers?
On my solitary cab journey home, I reflect sadly on yet another failed marriage. Where is this all going? What am I doing wrong? Why doesn’t anyone love me? Still, on balance, I realise it could be worse; I never did find out what he wanted to do with the kippers, the thermal underwear and the high court summons……..